free-for-all prompt post
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So, this is, as a test, the first free-for all prompt post. The place for people to post their more extreme kink requests or any prompts that they have been made too uncomfortable to post on the regular prompt post due to the large amount of requests for trigger warnings.
I am also, as a test as well, going to copy prompts from the other prompt posts that have to be screened due to lack of warnings, but don't break the rules, into this post since no one has ever reposted a screened prompt and it was mentioned in the discussion of this idea that it might be because people were afraid to/put-off.
I, as mod, am all kinds of supportive of people who have triggers, but the meme needs to be a place for everyone and I can't just protect one side and keep the other feeling uncomfortable.
There will be no mandatory trigger warnings on this post. I cannot possibly stress this enough. This does not mean that people aren't allowed to use them if they want to, or as a courtesy, but they are not required.
So I implore you, if you have triggers, are easily triggered, please tread carefully and maybe avoid this post all together. Because there will also not be any trigger warning requests or screening for triggers on this post. If you look through it anyway, that is your own responsibility.
The rules of the other prompt posts, which are as follows, still apply.
No wank
No kink-shaming
Be respectful to everyone
As lenient as we'll be on this post, prompts containing people under the age of 16 in sexual situations will still not be accepted.
The mod is not your babysitter
Keep the discussions on the prompt post to a minimum and use the discussion post instead.
Announcement: A blanket spoiler warning is necessary for prompts pertaining to season 2. Just season 2 Spoilers in the subject line will do.
I am also, as a test as well, going to copy prompts from the other prompt posts that have to be screened due to lack of warnings, but don't break the rules, into this post since no one has ever reposted a screened prompt and it was mentioned in the discussion of this idea that it might be because people were afraid to/put-off.
I, as mod, am all kinds of supportive of people who have triggers, but the meme needs to be a place for everyone and I can't just protect one side and keep the other feeling uncomfortable.
There will be no mandatory trigger warnings on this post. I cannot possibly stress this enough. This does not mean that people aren't allowed to use them if they want to, or as a courtesy, but they are not required.
So I implore you, if you have triggers, are easily triggered, please tread carefully and maybe avoid this post all together. Because there will also not be any trigger warning requests or screening for triggers on this post. If you look through it anyway, that is your own responsibility.
The rules of the other prompt posts, which are as follows, still apply.
No wank
No kink-shaming
Be respectful to everyone
As lenient as we'll be on this post, prompts containing people under the age of 16 in sexual situations will still not be accepted.
The mod is not your babysitter
Keep the discussions on the prompt post to a minimum and use the discussion post instead.
Announcement: A blanket spoiler warning is necessary for prompts pertaining to season 2. Just season 2 Spoilers in the subject line will do.
Fill: By Design 4/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-28 12:13 pm (UTC)With eyes open, the emptiness of his future seems all too real. When they're closed he's flooded with images: jeering faces that stare down at him as he's fucked by every implement to hand. At first the tears fall without him even being aware of them, but then he's torn apart by great wracking sobs that leave him choking and breathless, yet still unable to stop crying. Chest heaving in soundless, helpless waves he curls onto his side and submits to his anguish.
The warm hand on his shoulder frightens him at first, but when it lays still, taking the greatest of care not to hurt him, he relaxes into its touch.
"That's it, my lad, cry it out. You'll feel better for it afterwards."
When the sobbing eventually subsides, Athos turns with difficulty to see the outline of Treville seated next to him. He has no idea what the hour is, but there's a glimmer of light through the window so it seems the captain has stayed with him throughout the night.
After helping Athos with a chamber pot Treville sees him back into bed. "Sleep again if you can. I'll be here with you."
Athos falls silent and still, exhausted from crying and yet unable to drift off--a would-be corpse waiting for death--but then Treville's hand returns to his shoulder and it’s a thing of comfort in an otherwise empty world.
"I would sooner have died myself than had this happen to you, my dearest man." The words are a low whisper, barely audible above the sounds of life coming from outside as dawn breaks and the world wakes with it, but Athos hears them and believes them.
---
The next time he opens his eyes it's to the sound of footsteps and the clanking of dishes. Mme Bonacieux is hurrying into the room, armed with enough food for the entire regiment as she places the tray on a nearby table.
"Really, I'm not hungry," says Athos, sitting up as much as he can manage and biting back a hiss of pain.
"You'll never recover if you don't eat," says Mme Bonacieux. “So, do as you’re told.”
"Yes, Madame."
She looks at Athos, her arms folded across her chest.
"Yes, Constance," he says, amending his mistake. "Maybe some bread and milk." Not to put too fine a point on it, what goes in must come out and he's truly dreading that part.
"We won't let you starve yourself," says Treville with a knowing look. "Not for any reason." Getting to his feet and stretching aching limbs he collects his hat from the top of the chest of drawers. "I have some regimental matters to deal with, but I'll be back later to help you bathe." He places a hand carefully on Athos's shoulder. "Now eat up and do as Mme Bonacieux says."
Athos stares at his hands and almost manages a smile. He has a definite feeling that this is what family life is supposed to be like: something he never experienced personally, with his mother away at court and his father, an ambassador for the King, living in England. He and Thomas saw them occasionally and even spent time in London as children. It was exciting, but not what you'd call familial.
"I'll make certain he behaves, Captain, don't you worry," says Constance, her arms still folded in that customary pose, and both men exchange a glance, knowing that it would be a brave man who'd ever cross her.
Once alone, Athos eats a few mouthfuls and then pushes the tray aside. There's time enough for food when he's recovered. Wary of sleeping, terrified he might wake in another fit of hysterics, he props himself up in the bed and plans his revenge. Hours pass, how many of them he's not sure, and then he hears two sets of footsteps echoing down the hallway.
"How's our patient today?" says Aramis, breezing into the room with Porthos a few paces behind.
"Better, I think," says Athos. It's not entirely truthful; he's still ripped to shreds and is suffering a low grade fever, but he doesn't long for death quite as much as he did yesterday.
"Good to hear," says Aramis, his mouth thinning into a line. "Although you look a little flushed for that to be fact."
"I noticed your weapons were missing," says Porthos. "So I did a hunt around and came up with these." He places a rapier, parrying dagger and brace of pistols on the scratched surface of the chest of drawers. "Good job you weren't carrying that with you." His eyes dart to the Francis I sword that's mounted on the wall.
"Thank you, my friend." Athos is grateful--he'd felt vulnerable without them--however Musketeers are not rich men and he has an idea Porthos may have temporarily returned to light fingered ways in order to replenish his weapon stocks.
"You're welcome. Can't be a soldier without arms." Porthos gazes at the array of food on the table. "You finished with this?" he asks and, after receiving a nod from Athos, immediately begins to pick away at the breakfast tray.
Aramis has other things on his mind as he sits at Athos's bedside, worry etched deep as he leans forwards and speaks softly. "Just from looking at you I can see you're in a tremendous amount of pain. You're running a fever, the bite on your neck needs cleaning and, if the bruises on your body are as livid as the ones I can see on your arms, then you may well be suffering internal injuries."
Athos stares at him, willing him to stop speaking, but Aramis carries on.
"I must examine you to make sure there’s nothing urgent enough for a surgeon to be called. Treville is a good captain but no medic."
"I've seen a physician," says Athos stubbornly.
"Fine words but a lie nonetheless," says Aramis. "Now, strip off and roll over onto your belly so I can tend to you. If you continue to be difficult I'll have to employ Porthos's skill as anaesthetist and he's never that delicate with his punches."
Athos will not have them knowing his business. Huddling into the corner with the bedclothes pulled around him he glares at Aramis -- a wounded animal in distress. "I told you I'd been seen to. Now get out of here and leave me alone."
"Athos! Stop being a fool and let Aramis look after you." Porthos spreads butter onto a huge doorstep of bread and sprinkles it with salt.
"Go," says Athos again, that simmering rage coming to the fore. He's shaking: furious that no one will allow him any control over his own life.
Aramis rests a gentling hand on Athos's arm. "You're not in your right mind at present and it has nothing to do with brandy or fever. We'll leave you alone for now, but know this and do not forget it; you will always be our friend and a thousand angry words will not alter that."
Before they leave Aramis opens his leather satchel and takes out a glass vial and a small ceramic pot which he places on the table along with a wad of bandage. "The tincture will bring down the fever. The salve will help heal any open wounds so tell Treville to use it on you as often as possible."
Athos is expecting, at very least, a disappointed look from Porthos, but instead both men depart for the garrison with nothing but a tangible air of concern about them. Bitterness and regret welling up inside him Athos chokes back the need to scream, to vomit, to destroy the few things left in his small and hopeless world.
He loves Porthos and Aramis with all his heart. The two men are closer than a couple: so close it's hard to ascertain, at times, where one begins and the other ends. They're comfortable in their love with a bond that will never be broken, and for a while now Athos has been of the impression that they'd like him to join them in their bed. Before Vallion it was something he'd considered many times over -- most often at night in the privacy of his rooms. How good would it feel to be loved by two such men?
The truth of the matter is that he’ll never now know. Not because of his earlier temper tantrum--he’ll always be forgiven such aberrations--but because they are overwhelming and he is more broken than ever.
tbc
Re: Fill: By Design 3/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-28 12:16 pm (UTC)Sorry it's taken a while to continue. I wrote myself into a hole a few chapters on and had to thrash my way out of it.
Mother hen is very apt. :D
Re: Fill: By Design 3/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-28 12:16 pm (UTC)xxx
Re: Fill: By Design 3/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-28 12:17 pm (UTC)Trouble is afoot. :)
Re: Fill: By Design 3/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-28 12:18 pm (UTC)XXX
Re: Fill: By Design 3/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-28 12:18 pm (UTC)xxx
Coerced sex/dubcon kink
Date: 2014-05-28 04:20 pm (UTC)Re: Fill: By Design 4/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-28 04:50 pm (UTC)OP: Healing each other OT4 self harm, alcoholism, anorexia, promiscuity hurt/comfort
Date: 2014-05-28 08:45 pm (UTC)Anorexic D`Artagnan Hurt/comfort Force feeding
Date: 2014-05-28 08:56 pm (UTC)Blinded to how sick he is becoming, d`Artagnan pushes himself harder and harder, surviving and less and less food, avoiding eating whenever possible and purging when he can not, but struggling to hide the shaking of his hands, stomach cramps, the bouts of dizzy spells and fainting he is suffering.
Athos, Porthos, and Aramis are not blind, they can see how ill d`Artagnan is, and how weak he is becoming, following yet another collapse they take matters into their own hands destirmind to make d`Artagnan well again no matter what, even if that means having to tie him to a bed and literally force food down his throat to keep him alive.
Would really like this to become slash, Athos/d`Art or OT3/D`Art with the others being firm with him with loving aswell, holding him when he`s crying and soothing him, but not letting him starve himself now matter how hard he trys to resist.
Maybe one of them, could have suffered with anorexia in the past, Aramis after Savoy, or perhaps Athos late Brother Thomas had struggled with Anorexia giving them past experiance with which to help d`Artagnan.
The slash is not mandatory but very appreciated
Stuffing
Date: 2014-05-29 04:30 am (UTC)One or more of the Musketeers all full of good food and drink. Burping, bloating, even farting or throwing up are all good. Not weight-gain, but consensual and enjoying being so very full?
Healing cock in action (d'Artagnan/Athos)
Date: 2014-05-29 08:11 am (UTC)Fill: By Design 5/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-29 03:44 pm (UTC)"Keep still, man. This is hard enough to manage without you talking at the same time. I'm no barber." Treville leans over him, brushing off the trimmings of beard that have been cut away then lathering up Athos's face. He wields the cut-throat in his hand. "Do you want your nose to remain in one piece?"
"You don't have to do it."
"I'm sick and tired of talking to that forest of hair when I come to visit." Treville smiles; it's mellow with warmth and just for Athos -- a league away from their working relationship as captain and lieutenant. "Besides, I like to look after you."
He's barely spent a night away from Athos's side except when he's been called away on soldiering business. Constance has brought in an old armchair so that he can rest more easily and he has his own set of blankets. She laughs merrily and calls him Mother Hen.
Athos takes a swig of that ever present brandy when it dawns on him that he must, eventually, be left to his own devices.
"Enough of that." Treville steals the bottle from his hand and leans in, once again, to glide the razor across Athos's skin, stripping away the excess hair and washing the instrument clean in a bowl of warm water. "I vowed to look after you until you were better and so I will." He pauses, blade raised symbolically. "I also promised you justice. Vallion has gone to ground for now, but he will surface soon and Porthos and Aramis are on his trail."
Athos's eyes widen with concern for his friends.
"They'll be safe," says Treville, understanding without need for words. He shapes the beard with careful strokes of the cut-throat. "They have a dozen good men with them and they’ll report back here before taking any action. I won't risk their safety after what happened to you."
Athos is grateful for every care Treville shows and every kind act he does; he'll be forever in his debt. Wiping his face clean with a damp towel he strokes a palm over the neat beard and smooth skin and feels almost human again.
"Now to your wounds," says Treville. "Lie on the bed so I can see to the ones on your back."
Athos does as he's told with no fear in his heart at being in such a vulnerable position with another man. It's taken a while for his anxiety to subside, even with the captain.
"These are healing up nicely," says Treville as he rubs the salve in. "How are your other parts?"
Athos smirks at the captain's unexpected delicacy over this matter. It's been three weeks and he is, as far as he can tell, back to normal. "Well," he answers truthfully.
"I believe then, my lad, it's time for you to get back to the training yard," says Treville, "We can't have you lazing about forever."
"Not yet." Several times Athos has looked at the outside world from his window and sees the city as he never did before: dirty and full of danger with rottenness at its core.
"Aramis and Porthos returned from duty this morning," says Treville. "Surely you trust them enough to get you back to fitness?"
Athos says nothing. How can he tell his commander that he's too frightened to make the short journey from home to the garrison?
---
Dressed in civilian clothes and carrying a shopping basket Athos scowls at the world and everyone in it. At least he can content himself with the comforting rattle of weapons strapped to his person.
"Take that miserable look off your face," says Constance, deliberately bashing into him with her own basket of goods. "Just some vegetables to buy and then we're done for the day."
She and Treville are in cahoots. It's the only explanation. Why else would he be dragged around Paris, acting as packhorse for his landlady who appears to have no concern at all for his welfare?
"There, that's it," she says as she loads pounds of beans and potatoes into Athos's already overladen basket and they trudge back to the house, avoiding the filth that's streaming down the middle of the road.
Apparently, he's not off the hook yet. Woman's work, he thinks with a disgruntled sigh as he sits at the kitchen table, peeling the vegetables badly with a paring knife, ready to go into the pot.
"Drat!" exclaims Constance as she wipes her hands dry on her apron. "I forgot the neck of mutton. Be a dear and go and get some from the butchers for me. Bonacieux will have my guts for garters if I don't get these garments finished."
The world is conspiring against him, thinks Athos darkly as, once again, he leaves for the market.
---
When Athos first puts on his uniform after a month in civvies it feels ill fitting and wrong. Taking several deep gulps of wine he straps on weapons and accoutrements and finally tops it off with his hat -- a new one made to the same design as his old which had been lost that day.
That day. Sometimes it feels as if nothing before then even existed: not his noble upbringing nor the dreaded hanging of his wife. Nor either the Musketeer regiment with its camaraderie and moral compass that guides him through life.
"Here's our Athos," says Constance, a wide smile on her face as she watches, hands on hips, as he clanks and creaks his way down the stairs. "I haven't seen you in a while, Monsieur."
"Am I ready for this?" he asks as if she's his oracle and not just his friend.
"You are," she says simply, reaching up to kiss him on both cheeks then stripping the bottle of wine from his hand. "But you'll not be needing this."
He completes the short walk in record time, wanting to be free of the city streets, but realises what a mistake this was when he steps through the garrison threshold and into a world that seems alien. Not long ago this was his place of contentment.
Looking to his left he sees Aramis and Porthos sparring with each other and a swift glance upward reveals Treville, who's leaning on the rail and surveying all from the walkway. These sights relax him a little and he's almost back to his old, less than friendly self when he’s surrounded by a host of familiar faces who greet him with joy, thankful for his safe return.
"Athos, good to have you back," says Porthos, handing him his training jacket. "Ready to be put through your paces? We'll go easy on you for the first ten minutes."
"Well, five at least," says Aramis with a grin and, sword in hand, he waits as Athos takes off his doublet and straps on the padded jerkin.
He's happy fighting with the rapier. True to his word Aramis works him hard, but swordsmanship is a long learned skill that's not easily forgotten and his only problem is a distinct lack of energy. The hand to hand combat is another matter entirely. It might be Porthos barrelling towards him, but every so often Athos's eyes deceive him and he's left crawling backwards, frozen in fear with Porthos quietly reassuring him that everything is fine.
"Back to work," orders Treville when the breaks in between sparring sessions grow too long.
By the time the day has ended Athos is suffering from exhaustion and aching all over. Aramis, never a one to hold back, is furious with his commander and is treated to a private dressing down for his outspoken behaviour. Athos doesn't know what passed between them, nor does he wish to find out. What he does know is that the next few days of training are equally as hard going and Aramis no longer has any word of complaint.
tbc
Re: Fill: By Design 4/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-29 03:44 pm (UTC)Alpha/Beta/Omega verse Forced Heats and Bonding
Date: 2014-05-29 09:35 pm (UTC)A lone Omega must be very careful and try not to attract to much attention to themselves.
d`Artagnan knows this, and trys to keep himself disguised for the most part as a Beta, only his closet friends knowing the truth.
But when the Cardinals has Bonnaciex start spying on d`Artagnan he learns his true gender and the fact he has no family, and to everyones horror d`Artagnan is to be auctioned off to the highest bidder, one of them being none other than Labarge.
Desperate not to see d`Artagnan sold to such a brute, Athos bids on him, and after months of trying not to fall for the Omega, his Alpha wins over in the end completing a bond between them that not even Milady can brake
Re: Fill: 1/? Re: forced prostitution (Suggestions for a title, please!)
Date: 2014-05-29 10:38 pm (UTC)Re: Fill: 1/? Re: forced prostitution (Suggestions for a title, please!)
Date: 2014-05-29 10:45 pm (UTC)I did think of something involving 'barter' but I can't get the wording quite right. Usually I get a title idea very early on, but this one is eluding me.
Re: Fill: By Design 5/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-30 03:15 am (UTC)Re: Fill: By Design 4/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-30 09:36 am (UTC)*bounces very happily*
God, he's so beautifully broken in this. I love the way Treville stayed with him during the night, and the brusque but caring way the other two have with him.
I am enjoying this story so bloody much!! It's perfect in every way. Thank you!
Re: Fill: By Design 5/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-05-30 09:42 am (UTC)I love the double act of Treville and Constance, both conspiring against Athos, and the way they gradually get him back to going out.
And Treville's moment of unaccustomed delicacy was great! *g*
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Date: 2014-05-30 09:43 am (UTC)Porthos/d'Artagnan - a/b/o, heat
Date: 2014-05-31 06:10 am (UTC)one inexperienced dom, three damaged subs... OT4
Date: 2014-05-31 08:07 am (UTC)However, d'Artagnan has come to realise that his three new friends are in fact subs, struggling to cope after their previous doms all but destroyed them. Athos seeks solace in wine after his doomed relationship with Milady; Aramis sleeps around with women who often pose a threat to his wellbeing after being abandoned by Marsac (and then being forced to kill him) Porthos had to break free of Charon and Flea to become a musketeer, and then is betrayed by Charon later. He feels guilty that his leaving might have led Charon down that path and copes by fighting and gambling.
D'Artagnan can see that they are all on a somewhat self destructive path, but he is only one inexperienced dom. Does he dare take all three on, and can he handle their individual needs? (Bonus points for him seeking advice and guidance from Treville.) I would like it if one or more of the other resists d'Artagnan at first, they're wary and they don't trust his youthfulness, but they come to realise he has good dom instincts.
Fill: By Design 6/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-06-01 04:33 pm (UTC)After another intensive training session he's on his way to join Aramis and Porthos, who have just returned from the Palace, for a night of card playing and drinking when there comes a voice from the shadows.
"You look well, Musketeer. It obviously suited you having my cock up your arse. Perhaps you'd like it there again?"
Athos reacts instantly, his elbow slamming back and winding Vallion as he turns, dagger in hand, to shove the man against the wall ready to slice him from ear to ear. His actions are automatic, but his mind is a mess; sick with terror, he's close to vomiting at having the man so close to him.
The echoing blast of an explosion is a distraction. For a second Athos loses his momentum and Vallion wrests free as a discord of fire bells ring out loud through the streets.
"What could that be?" he says in that strange storyteller's voice. "Could it be the sound of your dear Captain Treville burning to death."
He disappears the way he came, back into the shadows, and Athos is torn apart. He should chase Vallion down, but he can't make that choice and instead races for the garrison, furious at himself for losing his grip in all ways and letting Vallion escape, but more than that, terrified that the man may have already enacted his revenge.
The streets are clouded with thick, dark smoke. Water is drawn from the Seine and carried by cartload to the garrison which is flickering orange in the half light. There's a sea of frantic activity as chains of men douse the flames with buckets and others operate hand pumps to stem the ferocity of the fire.
Athos holds his scarf to his face and pushes through the crowd until he's inside the fortified building, checking through the dozens of burned soldiers that are being tended to by comrades, but not finding Treville amongst their number. Avoiding the stampede of horses that have been freed from the stables he searches the garrison, fear building by the second.
Aramis and Porthos arrive minutes after he does. "The captain?" asks Aramis breathlessly.
Athos shakes his head and looks at what's left of Treville's quarters. He's about to fight his way to the upper level when the support structure for the steps collapses and the three men stumble backwards, avoiding a cloud of burning embers that fill the air.
"I'm fine," shouts an angry voice from behind them. "Stop standing around spectating and get to work putting this fire out, or we'll be left with nothing to repair."
Athos's heart misses a beat in relief. The captain is blackened from soot, his shirt is singed and there’s a nasty looking burn to his chest and upper arm which will need attention, but he's white hot with anger and bristling with life. Not dead by Vallion's hand.
"Get to it, man," shouts Treville to Athos who, unlike Porthos and Aramis, is frozen to the spot, doing nothing to help in the battle to save the garrison.
"Yes, Sir." Athos joins a chain of soldiers, passing buckets forward along the line relentlessly until, after a full night's work, they've reduced the blaze to a smoulder. The framework of the building is still standing; there is a chance of repair.
---
"I'm going to rename this boarding house The Bonacieux Home for Wounded Soldiers," says Constance as she carries a bowl of cool, boiled water up to Athos's room.
Treville is now bathed and lying supine on Athos's bed with Aramis leaning over him, cleaning the debris from the burn on his chest. "Stop fussing,” he says with a glower, “I've had worse injuries and carried on fighting."
“But we’re not at war, Sir,” says Porthos helpfully.
"And the only reason I fuss is to stop that wound festering and prevent it from becoming worse," says Aramis as he picks out the final splinters of charred material then washes it out with water then spirit. Applying some salve he dresses the burn with bandage and pats the captain on the shoulder. "All done. You can fight on now."
Treville sits up with a sigh of relief and pulls on a borrowed undershirt and some breeches. Constance's supply of spare clothing is depleting by the second. "We cannot assume this was anything other than an accident," he says wearily. "A stray spark in the powder store is the most likely culprit."
Athos has been staring out of the window since they got here, his eyes fixed firmly on the streets below. They’re being watched; he can sense it. "It was Vallion."
"You can't know that for certain," says Treville.
Athos turns to look at them, cold and calm. "I can. He approached me in the street moments before the garrison blew up." His anger returns tenfold. "I had him and I let him get away." He imagines himself slicing the man across the throat, blood from the severed jugular spraying over him.
"What happened?" says Porthos.
"He knew the explosion was coming and was ready to make his escape." Athos can taste that blood, metallic on his tongue. "He's closing in on us."
"Not for long," says Treville, his eyes livid. "It's time for us to turn the tables on M Vallion. Paris is our city: if he's still here then we'll sniff him out and strike first. Use every contact available: clergy, criminals. I don't care who we have to threaten to get the information, but we'll damn well find him before he hurts anyone else."
As tiredness overwhelms them the mood grows ever more sombre. Aramis and Porthos depart for some much needed rest and Athos returns to his look out position at the window.
"I've filled a fresh bath for you, Athos," says Constance from the doorway. "I won't have you sleeping between my sheets looking as if you've crawled out from the hearth."
"Treville will have the bed tonight," says Athos in a monotone. "He needs it more than I."
"Not the point," says Constance. "I've gone to the trouble so at least be civil and make use of it."
Somehow, at her most bossy, she always manages to raise Athos's spirits. "Yes, Madame,” says. “Right away, Madame."
"And less of the cheek or I'll cuff you round the ear," she adds, squeezing his hand as he passes rather than inflicting punishment.
"You do know I'm at least ten years your senior," he says in wry amusement.
"Well try and act like it."
One day he'll get the last word, but that time has not yet arrived and, conceding defeat, he takes the stairs two at a time and strips off his grimy clothes. The bath water is hellish hot, but a joy to soak in, and with his injuries fully healed he can finally enjoy its restorative powers. If only Vallion would leave him alone for a minute or two to relax.
When he returns to his room, dressed only in small clothes, Treville is sitting up in bed, demolishing hunks of fresh bread and cheese from a well laden tray.
"Your landlady spoils us," he says, pouring Athos a cup of wine.
"She does indeed," agrees Athos, "but she worries too much; I must find new accommodation soon." He will regret leaving this place, but he will not have Constance wringing her hands with fear every time he's late to the dinner table. She will, no doubt, find an alternative lodger to fret over soon enough.
Treville nods. He understands a soldier's need for detachment. This is why they don't marry during service and often live like pack animals at the barracks. "I suppose I’ll also need rooms while we're rebuilding." He offers Athos a plate of food. "Eat up, lad."
Athos picks at the meal but his mind is not on it. Instead he harks back to Vallion's cruel words and is filled with despair. However much he wishes to kill the bastard he replays his moment of panicked hesitation and wonders if next time they meet each other he will actually run away. Out of the blue he's awash with emotion, all of it ugly and hard.
Treville pats the bed next to him. "Come sit with me."
Athos does as he's bid, though his eyes still remain fixed on the window. Taking a long draught of wine he replaces the cup on the tray and leans into Treville's touch.
"Where have you gone?"
The question confuses Athos and he turns to look askance at the captain.
"You're here, but you may as well not be." Treville takes possession of his hand.
"I thought you were dead."
"But you know now I’m alive so that's not the reason for your reticence.” His voice is low and tender. “Did Vallion...?"
Athos shakes his head and tries to think of a way to explain that doesn't make him seem so weak, but there is none. "I'm afraid of him," he says honestly.
"As you have every reason to be."
"I know we have to confront him, but I don't think I can."
"Do you want my opinion?" says Treville.
"Always."
"Then, you can and you must do it," says Treville. "For the sake of closure." He raises Athos's hand to his lips and kisses the taut skin across the knuckles. "Know that I will keep you out of harm's way."
Athos may agree with Treville and he may trust him with his life and, but that doesn't make this any easier to bear. He shivers from apprehension as he imagines what it will be like to be, once again, in the presence of all the men who raped him.
"You're cold. Lie with me," says Treville. "We both need some rest."
"You're hurt."
"Hardly at all. Now come here."
Treville pulls him in and, unable to resist the draw of the man, Athos stretches out along the length of the bed, careful not to cause discomfort. "I thought you were dead," he says again and searching Treville's face he presses a firm, chaste kiss to his mouth before turning away quickly.
"I'm here." Treville folds an arm around Athos, keeping him safe, back pressed against chest, and providing Athos with the comfort he's been needing for months. Years perhaps.
tbc
Re: Fill: By Design 5/? TW rape, pissing, violence
Date: 2014-06-01 04:34 pm (UTC)XXX